I was wondering which part of the story I should share today. There was an email asking more about Doug and my marriage with him. I have decided, I will open-up and share. It's not easy but it's time....
I use to think they are very lucky. Pets here have everything you can imagine and cannot imagine. Specialty store just for pets. Christmas gifts, healthy scientific diets, treats and all kinds of toys. Many pets sleep on the bed with the owners. Oh my god, how lucky are these animals.
On the same note, I literally felt like a house pet living with Doug. Chain around my neck, like his favorite dog. For the first time I felt sorry for the pets here.
Doug with his deep insecurity and low self-esteem, try to create story to make Swamiji look bad. What happen now, it only reflects himself. As soon as, he realize he's not able to posses me, done! He was ready to destroy me.
