Trust in Guru Dissolved the Trap

Nithyanandam Ma Sarvika,

It's not easy for me to open-up but everything there is a limit.  He is not stopping, keep on abusing my religious sentiment. Doug is the one who have the cunning and devilish mind. So I thought it's time for me to speak.

Yes, I was also attached with my identity with the spouse too.  I didn't have any family members here in the US, other than his family.  So my world was very much attached to him and his family. Emotionally it was so hard, to think about it.  But one thing, I know for sure Swami's teaching base on the book 'Guaranteed Solutions' helped a lot. Also the click, 'live in the present moment, don't live in the past or future' was very helpful too.

Master is beyond form and He is the existence. Believing Master is beyond 6' form, He is formless and He is taking care of me is the 'mantra' helped me a lot.  Trusting Guru is beyond form and He will help His child, is what able to make me to cross this.  Guru (the existence) gives intelligence and sends help in every form. Trust in Guru dissolved the trap.

Really this are not just words, but true experience, how I faced married to a man who was extremely manipulative & control freak in my life. With Guru's grace and I am still able to live happily without depression. 

We are blessed, ma.

The Scandal Before the Scandal

Breaking my silence after 4 years....

God, life is surely very interesting…….

Thought Doug had come to his senses and is finally focusing on life but realized he is still busy managing ‘cult blog’ and monitoring other people’s life.

Where is the basis for his filthy attacks?  He has the audacity to talk about an enlightened Master, who was born and brought up in Thiruvannamalai, at the foothills of Arunachala—a place with more than 2,000 years of unbroken lineage of enlightened masters and now passed on to Paramahamsa Nithyananda, Swamiji.

The people there, whose life is Arunachala, Siva… they are worshipping Swamiji so who is this Doug to even question about Swamiji and His Divinity?

First of all, Doug doesn’t even have anyone who will stand by him till end of their life.  So he’s filled with jealousy because Swamiji has so many people that worship and revere him.

Second, after living with Doug, I can 100% testify he falls in depression all the time.  And he will not come out of depression easily. Now, to think about it, I don’t know if he has ever come out of it.

Doug is full of lust and greed. He grabbed and stole people’s money and properties. He is manipulative – completely manipulated the whole story when he filed for our divorce, and now when talks about Swamiji…..look at the disgusting blog he maintains, where are the facts?  He creates and comes-up with own story which doesn’t make sense at all. 

1)      Did Doug share to everyone, that he had an affair while married to me?

2)      Did Doug share that he abused, lied and cheated his former in-laws?

3)      Did Doug reveal that he is anti-Hindu?

4)      Did Doug share that he forced his wife to work, to support his welfare & healthcare?

5)      Did Doug reveal to the world that he grabbed money from his wife?

6)      Did Doug reveal to the world that he believes and practices black magic? I was so freaked out with his ways that I didn’t want to stay in that house (that I also paid for)?

7)      Did Doug reveal that he was so cunning to his wife, he manipulated the courts and kicked her out of her own place?

8)      Did Doug reveal that he doesn’t know much at all about Hinduism and Vedic tradition?

9)      Did Doug reveal that he was diagnosed mentally ill in the past?
10)   Did Doug tell he is insecure even if his wife just speaks to a young boy, and constantly has the dirty suspicious mind?

11)   Has Doug ever revealed that he is the owner and writer of the “Cult” Blog? If this blog is doing a great service for the humanity, why there’s no name and identity of the owner to this blog? No, he’s not even courageous enough to do that.

Who is he to save Dharma and humanity?  First he needs to safe himself…..from all this negativity in him.  I knew for sure he would support this scandal rumor, because he did exactly same thing to me, his ex-wife.  He fabricated that scandal story through manipulation and deceit with no proof and evidence--only his convoluted allegations. Sounds familiar?