Sunday, Sept. 5th, 2010 (Bidadi)
Today, LA had their second E-Kalpataru. One should be here to see the compassion of the Master. Giving blessings to everyone with deep compassion and confidence. How much He is willing to do to for the humanity.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Sept. 4th, 2010 (Bidadi)
Again today's time with the Master was fun, fun, fun.....
I got a very nice attention from the Master. :) As usual we had meditation session. I was dragging my feet. God...this session in not easy. I was thinking, 'you said we are enlightened, then why do we have to do all these?' Ooops...Master the Master mind reader. In the session, one of the first thing He said was 'All of you listen, these session are now for you to taste your own enlightenment. Such as, you say something and see it happening in 10 minutes, experience of levitating and so on.'.
Swami have not been giving me much attention these days. Only on the first day, He hugged me and blessed. Then today while I was meditating, He said "Ma Praba, you are catching it. You are a Yogi." Actually just a few seconds before that I was thinking, He was mentioning most of the participants name and correcting or complementing them. I was thinking "what about me, am I doing it right." In matter of seconds, He called my name and said I am catching it.
After the session, got a lot of teasing attention from ashramites, "Ma Praba, hey...Yogi"
In the session He was very playful. Cracking a lot of jokes and making some funny comments, the way we were meditating.
Oh...did I mention, that Swami spent more than an hour last night cleaning the Hall that we were using. Just with 6 other participants. I haven't come across a genius as simple and humble like Him.
The beginning of this session, Swami shared a bit of His experience in the prison. Almost everyday He shares something about this scandal or His time in the prison. Most of the time He makes fun of it. Today, He opened up one dimension of it, very brief but it made me to cry. What they put Him through.
Do you know, 3 of the Bramacharis in the ashram were locked in a small building and people tried to burn them. This small building is preserved now. The reality is so different than what media is projecting. Honestly, even now there's no justice. Couple days after being in the Bidadi ashram, I heard the news, Lenin announced in one of the famous Indian TV channel that Swami is running a prostitution center in Bidadi and every women here are sleeping with Him. It was aired in one of the major Indian tv channel. When the ashramites went to the police station to file a complain, the officers did not want to take / file the report. I was shocked. I have never seen such thing other than in Indian movie. Justice under the control of power and money! I was honestly very shocked to witness this. Can't even file a report?! That one fellow receive so much support and publicity for a news that's not even true and the victims here, their voices are not heard. Oh...lord.
Anyway, this is not really a topic I wanted to share but somehow I happen to share. Swami has been so transparent with us, with the scandal questions in this LEP session. He completely opened-up.
While the scandal was happening, I was working and renting a place to Monrovia / Duarte. I know how it appear in the societal eyes. I know clearly every single person that I had connection then, who abused the Master not knowing the truth. Then I joined the ashram, after Swami came out of the prison. I saw another side of the story. Now, I am with the Master (the victim), God..... I tell you, the truth is deeper than what our senses perceive and the media projects. It is really sad....those who were caught in the cyclone of this scandal. It's REALLY sad. I mean it! But Master is too compassionate even if we imprisoned Him, He is only liberating us.
Again today's time with the Master was fun, fun, fun.....
I got a very nice attention from the Master. :) As usual we had meditation session. I was dragging my feet. God...this session in not easy. I was thinking, 'you said we are enlightened, then why do we have to do all these?' Ooops...Master the Master mind reader. In the session, one of the first thing He said was 'All of you listen, these session are now for you to taste your own enlightenment. Such as, you say something and see it happening in 10 minutes, experience of levitating and so on.'.
Swami have not been giving me much attention these days. Only on the first day, He hugged me and blessed. Then today while I was meditating, He said "Ma Praba, you are catching it. You are a Yogi." Actually just a few seconds before that I was thinking, He was mentioning most of the participants name and correcting or complementing them. I was thinking "what about me, am I doing it right." In matter of seconds, He called my name and said I am catching it.
After the session, got a lot of teasing attention from ashramites, "Ma Praba, hey...Yogi"
In the session He was very playful. Cracking a lot of jokes and making some funny comments, the way we were meditating.
Oh...did I mention, that Swami spent more than an hour last night cleaning the Hall that we were using. Just with 6 other participants. I haven't come across a genius as simple and humble like Him.
The beginning of this session, Swami shared a bit of His experience in the prison. Almost everyday He shares something about this scandal or His time in the prison. Most of the time He makes fun of it. Today, He opened up one dimension of it, very brief but it made me to cry. What they put Him through.
Do you know, 3 of the Bramacharis in the ashram were locked in a small building and people tried to burn them. This small building is preserved now. The reality is so different than what media is projecting. Honestly, even now there's no justice. Couple days after being in the Bidadi ashram, I heard the news, Lenin announced in one of the famous Indian TV channel that Swami is running a prostitution center in Bidadi and every women here are sleeping with Him. It was aired in one of the major Indian tv channel. When the ashramites went to the police station to file a complain, the officers did not want to take / file the report. I was shocked. I have never seen such thing other than in Indian movie. Justice under the control of power and money! I was honestly very shocked to witness this. Can't even file a report?! That one fellow receive so much support and publicity for a news that's not even true and the victims here, their voices are not heard. Oh...lord.
Anyway, this is not really a topic I wanted to share but somehow I happen to share. Swami has been so transparent with us, with the scandal questions in this LEP session. He completely opened-up.
While the scandal was happening, I was working and renting a place to Monrovia / Duarte. I know how it appear in the societal eyes. I know clearly every single person that I had connection then, who abused the Master not knowing the truth. Then I joined the ashram, after Swami came out of the prison. I saw another side of the story. Now, I am with the Master (the victim), God..... I tell you, the truth is deeper than what our senses perceive and the media projects. It is really sad....those who were caught in the cyclone of this scandal. It's REALLY sad. I mean it! But Master is too compassionate even if we imprisoned Him, He is only liberating us.
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