Saturday, September 4, 2010

E-Kalpataru in Los Angeles

Sunday, Sept. 5th, 2010 (Bidadi)


Today, LA had their second E-Kalpataru. One should be here to see the compassion of the Master. Giving blessings to everyone with deep compassion and confidence. How much He is willing to do to for the humanity.

Sept. 4th, 2010 (Bidadi)

Again today's time with the Master was fun, fun, fun.....
I got a very nice attention from the Master. :) As usual we had meditation session. I was dragging my feet. God...this session in not easy. I was thinking, 'you said we are enlightened, then why do we have to do all these?' Ooops...Master the Master mind reader. In the session, one of the first thing He said was 'All of you listen, these session are now for you to taste your own enlightenment. Such as, you say something and see it happening in 10 minutes, experience of levitating and so on.'.
Swami have not been giving me much attention these days. Only on the first day, He hugged me and blessed. Then today while I was meditating, He said "Ma Praba, you are catching it. You are a Yogi." Actually just a few seconds before that I was thinking, He was mentioning most of the participants name and correcting or complementing them. I was thinking "what about me, am I doing it right." In matter of seconds, He called my name and said I am catching it.
After the session, got a lot of teasing attention from ashramites, "Ma Praba, hey...Yogi"

In the session He was very playful. Cracking a lot of jokes and making some funny comments, the way we were meditating.

Oh...did I mention, that Swami spent more than an hour last night cleaning the Hall that we were using. Just with 6 other participants. I haven't come across a genius as simple and humble like Him.

The beginning of this session, Swami shared a bit of His experience in the prison. Almost everyday He shares something about this scandal or His time in the prison. Most of the time He makes fun of it. Today, He opened up one dimension of it, very brief but it made me to cry. What they put Him through.

Do you know, 3 of the Bramacharis in the ashram were locked in a small building and people tried to burn them. This small building is preserved now. The reality is so different than what media is projecting. Honestly, even now there's no justice. Couple days after being in the Bidadi ashram, I heard the news, Lenin announced in one of the famous Indian TV channel that Swami is running a prostitution center in Bidadi and every women here are sleeping with Him. It was aired in one of the major Indian tv channel. When the ashramites went to the police station to file a complain, the officers did not want to take / file the report. I was shocked. I have never seen such thing other than in Indian movie. Justice under the control of power and money! I was honestly very shocked to witness this. Can't even file a report?! That one fellow receive so much support and publicity for a news that's not even true and the victims here, their voices are not heard. Oh...lord.
Anyway, this is not really a topic I wanted to share but somehow I happen to share. Swami has been so transparent with us, with the scandal questions in this LEP session. He completely opened-up.

While the scandal was happening, I was working and renting a place to Monrovia / Duarte. I know how it appear in the societal eyes. I know clearly every single person that I had connection then, who abused the Master not knowing the truth. Then I joined the ashram, after Swami came out of the prison. I saw another side of the story. Now, I am with the Master (the victim), God..... I tell you, the truth is deeper than what our senses perceive and the media projects. It is really sad....those who were caught in the cyclone of this scandal. It's REALLY sad. I mean it! But Master is too compassionate even if we imprisoned Him, He is only liberating us.

Friday, September 3, 2010

Exact Happening in 2012

Friday, Sept 3rd, 2010 (Bidadi)

I just came from the LEP evening session. It was a blast. Swami did not predict but He shared exactly what will happen in 2012. Who have lived or experienced the happenings after Swami's statements, you can relate and understand this.

2012 is a very hot topic that's been covered by all type of medias. Including in the Internet the most searched and read about is The Happening in 2012.

There will be two happenings to Humanity. 1. people who are completely based on thinking base will hit depression. 2. Humanity who are base on less thinking and more action base will be moving towards high consciousness. So practice the unclutching so it will be easier to balance less thinking age. Actually the whole planet will have less central gravity pull in the year of 2012, which will naturally cause the drop in thinking and drop in weight too, without doing anything on our side.

This happened once when Lord Krishna was in the body, 5000 years ago. Now it will happen again in 2012. Many have come again for this. So blessed are those who are in the right place, at the right time with the right person. So the positive happening in 2012 is the raising in human consciousness. Happening of 10,000 enlighten beings. Between 2012 to 2015 it will move from Human consciousness to Divine consciousness on this planet earth.

Again, this are my words that I remembered. Swami spoke about it for about an hour with clear details. Look for his video. This is the best I remember, again not exactly His words. These are the words I remembered. :)

Thursday, September 2, 2010


Thursday, Sept. 2nd, 2010 (Bidadi)


Ganesha Brahmotsav and Krishna Jayanthi. What a day! Celebration after celebration.


Quick sharing: Swami was like Krishna yesterday in His appearance. We were whistling and clapping our hands to see Him in the colorful outfit. Appeared like sweet Krishna with peacock feather on His turban and a flute in His hands. It's like soothing therapy for the eyes.


Then the best part for me, Swami start giving butter to us from a clay pot. Prasad from the Master. Then we were playing games with Him. Check out the website for pictures.


http://www.dhyanapeetam.org/


As soon as I came out to hit the pot, He said " 2' / 4' height, how are they going to break the pot'. Of course He was teasing. As He said I only got wet....trying to hit break the pot. I am too short for the height Swami was holding the pot (with rope -- look for pic. difficult to describe).


Then another fun part was Swami shared food with us, He gave all of us a hand full of tamarind rice and we sat near the Vaidhya Sarovar and had dinner together with Him. Of course before that we did special Anahata meditation -- because Krishna is related to heart center. It's all about unconditional love!

Did I mention those who are following Master in this Himalaya Yatra not only will have the spiritual experience but also will be celebrities. They will be in a Documentary Drama that will be selected for the International movie fest. Here you go....another dimension of the Master.

Kundalini Awakening

mmm...yesterday evening there was no internet connection in the ashram. So here's the sharing yesterday's highlights in the LEP and ashram living for me.
There was a process that Swami did for Kundalini awakening. Oh my god...what did I got into.
It was difficult for me to follow the exact instructions. I was struggling. It had to do with breathing, lung capacity and liver response. uughh! Too intense. That's one part of the meditation.

Another part of the meditation, I felt like I could do that forever. There was a short Arunachala song played and along with it Swami added some drum music and so on for the explosion of muladhara chakra. From what I remember, I think Swami said that's the song Ramana Maharishi sang to Arunachala (something to do with Kundalini awakening too). It was so powerful and compact. Just SO intense. Wow...even to think about it feels good.
Loud beautiful music with such a nice sounds felt like in different space. I am sure it must have to do with Master's work in different level too beside the music. God...I wish I could transfer / replay and share that moment with everyone.

Other than Living Enlightenment Process, yesterday a bunch of us gathered to work of the eN TV with Ma Shantananada. That's our web TV. After that, the Puja Acharyas of LA, San Jose and Ohio temple met the head of the temple dept. here and work together for alankar (dressing) Krishna, Anandeshawara & Anandeshwari and also Ganesha for the Krishna Jayanthi & Ganesha Bramotsav.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

You Are That

Nithyanandam,
It is so blessed to be invited to attend the Living Enlightenment Process.
Just now, at 8:20pm Swami initiated me and said 'You Are That'. God.....what more can we expect from a Paramahamsa. For sure blessed are those who experienced this Ultimate gift from an incarnation.

Here comes another day....

I have to share a beautiful experience happened yesterday morning. As soon as I woke-up in the morning, the first thought I had was 'thank you' the very next second my mind was searching for a word thanking whom, swamiji? Then I realize well Swamiji is the cosmos...so the final words came was 'Thank you ma, the Cosmic energy'. I bow down and kiss the ground with deep gratitude. That was another breakthrough in me. First thought came was to express gratitude and seeing Swami clearly beyond the 6 feet form as a cosmic energy.

This morning Swami delivered a talk on Time and anti aging process. When He was giving this talk, Swami was referring to how middle aged women in the East look much older than middle aged women in the west. He said the women in the East after having two kids, they feel there's nothing more big in life to do. So the aging process happens quicker. One has to really watch the video clip on today's talk. I forgot the exact tittle but Swami completely brought a new concept to the idea of Time. It was a great talk.

In the morning I had a chance to see Swami on e-conference call with Malaysian devotees. To my surprise such a big crowd in a very beautiful hall. Today, August 31 is Malaysia's independence day. Swami greeted in Malay 'Selamat Hari Merdeka' and said 'Malaysia Satu' that is national theme for Malaysia, 'We are One'.

Swami spoke in Tamil, expressing His gratitude to all the devotees of Malaysia for standing by Him. He strongly encouraged everyone to live Jeevan Mukti and spread it Jeevan Mukti. He also promised them that He will be visiting Malaysia soon and very soon to give Kalpataru and take NSP.

To my surprise, I came to know that in Malaysia today they are having 'Padha Yatra' from KL Mariamman Temple to Kottu Pulliyar Temple (both are very famous temples in KL). I was surprise, how did they even get the approval for this in the Islamic country especially on 31st of August, Independence Day. An ashramite from Bidadi, Sri Rishi Dayananda originally was born and brought up in Malaysia went from Bidadi to lead this Yatra.