Live Life Fully

Do you know who is Dheera?

Please take a moment to watch this video clip about Nithyananda Dheera a.k.a Martin Williams.  It's nice to know different dimensions of the people around us.

"One of the reason I did not feel remose is because  I think I knew I did everything I could.  Driven my body to the limits, to the physical limits.  Those moments are this is it! Wow, I am about to die or could die. Prepels me to be more appreciative of being alive."

"Shed the aspect of "I am constrained by my fears",  and just live life totally and it's the most beautiful thing to do. Things constantly flower, miracles happen.  Plus you have a great time."

-Nithyananda Dheera

FEARLESS

Ducks blown off by the wind

Strong wind ......yet they regroup


This is the video clip Swamiji was sharing with us in the satsang yesterday.

This video clip for me, speaks about the attack on Swamiji and His mission.  Nothing stops the Masters and His disciples.  All we need to do is regroup again and again, Trust the Master and follow the lead.

Here goes the Duck, ducklings follow.....

Doug and his counselor

Doug had two close friends that he was hanging out.  Then he claimed they were his employers.  He said he was working for these two guys: Jeff and Gaynesh from the Bay Area.  So Doug use to rent a office space in Monrovia.  Travel a lot.  Carry couple cell phones.  Go for some social events. Neither he got reimbursement or received a single paycheck working for them for 2 years. 

Came to know his friend & 'employer' Jeff is the one who was helping and giving ideas what to do and how to handle issues Doug was having in his marriage. Jeff himself went through 2 divorces and was facing instability in his 3rd marriage (year 2008), by now 2012, wonder how many marriages and divorces he went through.  What type of knowledge & experience would this guy have about marriage?  Doug asking advice from this guy when his marriage was going through instability.  What can you expect?

After my divorce, I came to know who gave the idea of restraining order and kick me out of the house and so on.  It was his close friend, Jeff who went through couple divorces and maybe going through one more. So of course this guy is an expert of divorces, and knows cunning ways, to make people's life miserable & marriages fall a part. Have to admit, Jeff did a great job.  Doug did hang out with the right person to lead a blissful life?! I am the one who is on the wrong path following His Holiness Parahamsa Nithyananda's teaching!!!

Doug, Jeff and Gaynesh started following a 'new' Guru.  I met him.  Of course Doug lied to me and took me to him.  You can even check out on YouTube, Maharishi Om commenting about  Swamiji during the scandal rumor.  Asking Swamiji to apologize to His disciples.

Maharishi Om

Celebrations and Games

Nithyanandam,
Check out this video clip, I did mention on Krishna Jayanthi Swami was playing games with the LEP participants and ashramites. Here's the link: (Total 5:21 minutes, check it out at 0:33 seconds). Enjoy!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Srz_UM1nOmM
Don't miss your chance again to be in the presences of the Enlightened Master or Incarnation and experience moments like this. How many times will we miss it? We are responsible for choosing to miss this opportunities!

'Open the door; Let the breeze in'.

Kurangkan Laju

Sept. 8th, 2010 (Bidadi)
Today again Swami was talking about awareness. 'Hurry-up to Slow down'. I think that's the topic for today.

I was feeling very sleepy while morning talk because last night (or early this morning) after midnight I was busy chatting with a friend of mine in LA sharing my deeper experience in this ashram. That's including the scandal, the program, Swami's personality, the community leaving and so on. I started sharing, we ended up chatting for almost 3 hours. So I didn't get to bed till 3:00am. Then I got up by 5:30am. So I was feeling sleepy in the temple while Swami was giving His morning talk.

Suddenly, I became wide awake. Can you guess why? It's funny, I'll be surprise if anyone could guess it right. Actually suddenly I heard Swami mentioning something about Malaysia and then He utter two Malay words - 'Kurangkan Laju'. He was talking about being aware in our daily activities, for that it's OK to slow down.

So when Swami was in Malaysia, one of the devotee asked Swamiji "tell us in our language what is your message." Swami was thinking it seems, "I've bee in Malaysia only two days (not sure which year was this visit) he want me to tell him in his language my message".
In that visit Swami noticed a sign on the road everywhere He goes, so he asked the driver what it says and what does that mean? The driver said it's written 'Kurangkan laju' which means 'slow down.' That observation helped Swami to answer this devotee's question. Swami said His message is "Kurangkan Laju!" Then He connected that with awareness and slow down. I thought that was very clever and spontaneous! The best part, Swami said it in Malay with no accent, very clear and crisp message. That woke me up! :) Swami speaking Malay?! That's cool. Being born and brought in Malaysia, I was excited to hear something about Malaysia and hear Swami speaking Malay. Interesting to see, how much my being is connected to the language, cluture and country that I was exposed, most in my life.

Oh.. one nice tip from Swami's talk for me today was, when you do something, know what you are doing. It helps us to be aware. Example: when we eat, we know we are eating the whole time, not suddenly realize....hey the food is finished.

Pure Devotion is Living Enlightenment (You Tube video clip, enjoy!)

Radiating Enlightenment Process (REP)

Sept. 5th,2010; 7:00pm (Bidadi)

Just came out of another sitting with the Master (ashramites meeting). More and more I am realizing why living around the Master is emphasized so much. For me living around the Master is like life with 'Zen Stick'. Constantly He burns the ignorance in us. Even better for the people who work closely with Him. Consciously or unconsciously we will imbibe His enlightened and graceful verbal and body language. He will penetrate us. Without His physical presence we may learn the techniques for life solutions and growth. In His presence it's constant breakthrough in our awareness.

Actually, Swamiji just put ashramites in Radiate Enlightenment Process (REP). Yogic body, Vedic mind and Zen Living. Yesterday afternoon, Swami called all the ashramites to be out of Living Enlightenment Process. I was so happy because I was not interested in levitating or floating above the water and so on.

Now, He has put us in REP. It's living quality. It's amazing. I tend to share my passion being around the physical presence of the Master. Many times, many people misinterpret my sharing about this in their own ways. Just now, it was clear to me, when we are in the presence of the Master, there is no room to escape. In the Living Space of the Master, He penetrates into our consciousness all the time. And when we practice His teachings, His community (sangga) will support and help us towards Master's teaching. It's not the same when we are in the society when majority of them are not aware of it.

Another sweet experience today for me was 'the smell of Master's presence'. Yesterday, I happened to be in the LA e-Kalpataru in Bidadi (from the Master's end). Today I had a chance to speak to Ma Mahati in LA. She said she asked Swamiji for help in the kitchen. Swami replied "I will help you in the kitchen. You see, you will smell my presence. The smell around me when I give energy darshan". I had no clue His presence has particular smell. I was wondering what smell is that! But today I experienced it. After the meeting, Swami passed by me, such a sweet smell. My god....now, I know what He meant.

Let's not judge the Master's action with our perception / senses. Even people around us we always make wrong judgement, what more judging the Living Enlightened Master, not to mention the Incarnation. mmm....are we going to use our senses to judge them and make the mistake again and again....? Let's help each other to grow not the other way....

Thursday, Sept. 2nd, 2010 (Bidadi)

Ganesha Brahmotsav and Krishna Jayanthi. What a day! Celebration after celebration.

Quick sharing: Swami was like Krishna yesterday in His appearance. We were whistling and clapping our hands to see Him in the colorful outfit. Appeared like sweet Krishna with peacock feather on His turban and a flute in His hands. It's like soothing therapy for the eyes.

Then the best part for me, Swami start giving butter to us from a clay pot. Prasad from the Master. Then we were playing games with Him. Check out the website for pictures.

http://www.dhyanapeetam.org/

As soon as I came out to hit the pot, He said " 2' / 4' height, how are they going to break the pot'. Of course He was teasing. As He said I only got wet....trying to hit break the pot. I am too short for the height Swami was holding the pot (with rope -- look for pic. difficult to describe).

Then another fun part was Swami shared food with us, He gave all of us a hand full of tamarind rice and we sat near the Vaidhya Sarovar and had dinner together with Him. Of course before that we did special Anahata meditation -- because Krishna is related to heart center. It's all about unconditional love!

Did I mention those who are following Master in this Himalaya Yatra not only will have the spiritual experience but also will be celebrities. They will be in a Documentary Drama that will be selected for the International movie fest. Here you go....another dimension of the Master.

My body is sore as though after intense workout. Not only a group of us had to do 108x Suria Namaskar in the morning we had to do another 108x rounds of Suria Namaskar in the evening too, yesterday. This is the batch still haven't experience any kind of levitation , which means the samana is not balanced. Where the body forgot how to breath. The body is now conditioned only to breath using the nose (or mouth) but the pores are also should be doing the function of breathing.

Today's been very fun and sweet. Swami had dinner with the participants and had a camp fire in front of the temple. Of course He put us in the 'proccess' twice. He was using Zen techniques with beautiful sound effect chanting one or two words. Really beautiful and powerful.

Unique Energy Darshan

Today in Living Enlightenment Process the fun part was 'Energy Darshan'. Swami first put us in a meditation with a sutra 'Conflict Free Life'.
Where ever there is life, there's no conflict;
where ever there is conflict, there's no life.

It was nice, a light experience. Then we received a very special and unique Energy Darshan. Where Swamiji came to each and every one of us (where we were sitting) and gave us energy darshan. Normally we go up to Him to the stage but this time He went to the participants and gave energy darshan to more than 100 LEP participants, at their spot. God....one should really experience this.

Then later Swami gave a discourse on Yoga Sutra. As usual very practical life solution talk.