Black Magic

Nithyanandam,

There is a question, to share about black magic issues that I had to deal with Doug.

It's a joke to think about it now but then it was a mental torture, living with a man who wants to clean me up because I am supposedly under the black magic influence. Why he think that way?  Because I am following Swamiji's teachings. He constantly talks about black magic.  How he was a victim of black magic in the past and now. He always talked about ghost in his office.  He had some kind of 'black color oil'  and said that he wanted to put on me so I can be cleaned from the black magic.  It really sounds silly.  But can you imagine, your spouse is very serious about this and forcing to apply all this weird things on you. This is what I mean by mental torture.

The only soul knew, all my pain was Swamiji. Of course after following Swami's teachings I became more independent and also transparent. No doubt Swami's teachings gave me courage in life to live.  

"I am not here to prove I am God. I am here to prove YOU are God!"
- Paramahamsa Nithyananda

When we start realizing our divinity and start living like god (higher potentials & possibilities), society that has vested interest in us, surely will feel threaten and insecure.

Even to think about Doug is waste of time & energy!

Nithyanandam,

I thought can speak and share the other side of the story of Doug.  He keep on abusing Swamiji and all the devotees.  He knows this is a way to hurt all of Swami's followers, including me.  So I thought, let me also tell Doug's story. Let me tell, surely it is not easy. God....really don't know what type of mental set-up and brain this Doug has to maintain the cult blog.Thinking about this fellow itself make me feel not interested and only feel sick.  To think and write about him, it drains my energy. 



Now I understand,  it is surely million times easier to share something beautiful and healthy.  Good thing simply overflows, and rejuvenates our being.  I will continue to share here and there but think will focus more on Swami's great teachings.  Again, we simply keeping quiet for this type abusing action is also not right.  Swami want us to be strong like Shiva and compassionate like Devi.  

Only thought that's keep crossing my mind is "so grateful, divine saved me".